Blog Venting

People are always telling me and others, I also am guilty of this stupid phrase, The past only makes us stronger. Well I think its crap. I think our past is what makes us weak and vulnerable. I would be fine without all the crap in my past. I sometimes wonder if that’s what people say, because they hurt someone and they hope that person found something positive from the situation. I am going through some issues right now and I know I would be just fine if this issue hadn’t happened. I now work over time and my husband is always stressed out. I know when it’s all said and done we will be like, “WOW we got through it and we are good”. I just don’t want to go through it. Why do I get to suffer because of someone else’s stupid decision? Why don’t they get to go through the pain and grow from it? It’s obvious they need to grow into a better person, not me. I just don’t get how this all works. I get to be stressed while the cause of the stress gets off easy. Yeah me!!